I started eating more vegetables/vegan food from 2011 and also I lost 30 pounds from May so I'm way thinner now.  My health problems aren't weight/lifestyle related anyway, I will still aim to eat more veggies in 2012.

I don't have to stress out about changing anything but having healthier finances. I'd like to make more money.

I have a lot of plans but I'm going to focus less on talking about then and more on achieving them. Wish me luck!

Right now I am taking a break.

I've had quite the adventure this year. I missed Canzine (I regret that I did but I was having so much medical problems my hands were tied), right now I'm working to get another job because of the New Years Slump. It's been back to back job hunting, but for two days I've been pretty burnt out and not enjoying myself.

I'm working on launching something before this month ends and I know what I am doing and where I want to be going. I will finish my business plan and business's website by Christmas. It's my own Christmas gift to myself and thus becoming my third job.

I'll reveal what I am working on soon, stay tuned.

Sorry everyone, between September and November I was very ill. I've been having a lot of trouble with my lungs (due to having a history of spontaneous Pneumothorax) and other things.

I've been wanting to do an update here for a while. I'm quite embarrassed about the fact that I've gone AWOL (mostly because I usually post major things on this journal).

I'm actually in the middle of cleaning up my life, you will hear the full details by the end of November.

I'll be posting here more, mostly because I love Christmas and I use my LJ to keep organized.

- Love, me

I am alive and it's HOLIDAY TIME!!

SO HOLIDAY CARD EXCHANGE!!!

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I dropped out of Canzine because I have to look after my nephew a lot more now and traveling takes a lot out of my body.

I won't be attending, I get really fatigued and sometimes ill from traveling. It takes a lot out of me.

Chilling out:
Toronto!stuck has been my life since Anime North ended and I began miss my broirail.

Toronto!stuck @ Fan Expo was giving me a lot of work and cosplay started to pile up so I waited until everything was handled until I hit her up again. Unfortunately after what happened at Fan Expo, I pretty much had to wait another week before I could talk to her because I want to shelter my brorail. How much do I want to shelter my brorail? I’ve forbidden her from following my tumblr.

Work and Working Out:
I went out for two walks/runs a day, I have to vent my frustration. I’m not sure why I’m so frustrated but I’ve been slowly getting back on my usual workout routine. I’ve worked it out: it’s not from the silliness we talk about at the staff meeting: it’s from new people grabbing me before I’ve warmed up to them.

I think I’m this anxious and tense from people touching and grabbing me all Fan Expo. No seriously DO NOT GRAB ME BY MY ARMS because I have to struggle NOT to punch you with makes my anxiety and stress rise. Eventually I’ll lose control and deck someone. I need to get used to your presence because I am an animal and act on pure animal instinct.
I’m just sitting here like, “STOP GRABBING ME! STOP IT!” And no one is here, that’s how bad it is.

I lost weight after I got sick, another inch off my hips (37--29/30--37). I can’t keep losing weight this fast, I’m pretty sure it’s from stress of being on guard of people grabbing me because I’m sitting here tensed up as if someone is going to grab me and that’s the only thing that’s been bothering me. I need to warm up to new people and then people can slowly invade my space. It’s less of a touch thing and more of a stranger danger thing.

I’m going to go off and train by lifting weights and capoeira conditioning and cutting alcohol and pop/soda out of my diet. Yes, I’m quitting alcohol again. Drunk!stuck is like my only excuse to drink or I will drink every day and build up a high tolerance.
Its fall, I’m in training mode and I’m still sick from being stressed out due to people touching me and trying to get things resolved when I run off and work my ass off to save up money to move out because my brother keeps trashing my stuff. It’s ONE guy. O-o;;

I’ve been starting freelance again and also looking for a day job. Yes, I’ll (eventually) be working two jobs, neither part-time. Skype sessions have been interrupting the work flow of my coding so I’ve completely cut off both Skype and limited my Facebook time until I can get back on that horse. After I got it figured out I’ll figure out a better schedule to do Skype time.

I’m starting to re-open my application for _thing_ in tonight. What is _thing_, it is _thing_. Don’t tell me you don’t know what thing is?

Cosplays and Sewing:
After all this cosplay, sewing has become a new hobby I will continue. Yes, I’m a monster machine when it comes to everything except new people touching me. I’m going to be working on some outfits for work and going out. I might post them here.

I'm just really frustrated. What do you mean I can't punch people when they're being dumb anymore? BLUH!

Besides that, I'm going through something complicated. Maybe I can talk my my friend about it?

Oh man, I had a blast at Fan Expo.

But now I have to work and prep for Canzine and such.

Oh well.